Currently Listening Toxicity By System of a Down see related

hello loves..just got back from the mall w/ Nick ^-^...so0o0o happy..but so sad because I won't get to see him for awhile..but it was really fun.I met this Phil guy (haha.Sissy)..oh yeah..attention everyone!!me and Sissy had sex in the woods..while Nelly filmed it..lol..well yeah she was at the mall and I saw Rick,Quaid,Kelsey,Chris,Kenneth..crap load of people..lol..wo0oo I'mma go to be now..

I love Nick

less than a week until contacts!!!

-Paige-

Currently Listening Make Believe By Weezer see related

yay!!I feel so much better today!!and for some reason I'm happy and not pissed at Yvette anymore..weird,eh?But I still want to kick her ass or have someone do it for me..wouldn't that be just so nice?...but yeah..yesterday...Nick's house was so0o0o fun..I was happy...and I guess that's a good thing?Battling an addiction is hard..but I seem to be going along with it pretty well...not cutting in 3(or 4?) days!!!Tommorow me and Nelly are probaly going to the mall and everyone better come and see meh and my "clean" self!!

-Paige-

I love Nick

Currently Listening Out of Exile By Audioslave see related

mmkay...well....the past 10 minutes have been interesting..I was minding my own buisiness when my  tummy decided to empty it's self through my mouth..mmm yummy.j/k..but now I feel like a CRAP load better and yepp.I'm going to Nick's tommorow!!but rite now I'm drained..and my tummy still kinda hurts..but not as much..hokay..well as most of you know I have a cutting problem...well the counsler is helping me with it...the stupid addiction plan or w/e...so now when I'm mad..I'm supposed to pop myself with a rubberband...what good will that do??I already have a freaken bruise from it!!!Well,I'mma gonna go call people or something..w/e.

xx I love Nick xx

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and today I can scribble out one of my wishes..for it came true

get kissed in the rain

Currently Listening Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back By Original Soundtrack see related

Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me.

So tie me up and throw me down and show me how you like me.<33

haha..I like that saying but anyways..ya know..yay!!!I get to go home with Nick wednesday//ahh how I love my life..well..I nearly murdered my arm..but that's beside the point..well I gotta go..

I love Nick

-Paige-